i wonder how many people i’m in the “i’d be down if you asked” zone with
I feel so strange. It’s like I’m mad, but I’m so indifferent, I don’t understand why my face is frowning. I don’t want to be sitting in the fucking house another minute, and I’m not, not today. But I’m going to Columbus, to the fair and it was spontaneous but I wish I had had time to think about it. I may have a job opportunity starting tomorrow and how am I going to work when I’m in Columbus. But then, it’s like fuck it. I haven’t been getting what I want, I haven’t been doing SHIT all day, I don’t have a car anymore because I crashed the MF… Just need some fun/ good in my life again.
It’s funny how my attitude/mood can change so quickly. I was just so happy and nothing got to me a few days ago but now I’m near depression.
I need some butt
Some head at least.
I can be funny even when I’m in a shitty mood.